Thoughts
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Little Light of Mine
The darkness in me Rarely shows its face I’ve shoved it way down Deep inside I tuck it in, throw layers on top I pile them high So high you would think This darkness could never escape Some days, it creeps up slowly Little by little Trying to reach the surface Let out it’s deep Continue reading
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This boat I’ve built
So maybe I’ve always been this empty Most days, it just feels right I’ve been living this way Completely unnoticed So, no news is new news I’m drifting along In a boat, I’ve built myself Hardly stays afloat But it works well enough for me When the waves aren’t too high’ you see I crash Continue reading
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Barren
At times, I feel I’ve been wrapped in plastic I can move, see, walk freely But there’s this film over me I’m trying to break out Screaming silently I don’t want you to hear me I don’t want you to know what it’s like My pain hidden, unseen The outside matches up Ankle to nose Continue reading
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Made Up
This must not be real You’ Me It must have been made up A fantasy I feel so deeply Connected’ Concrete Like something is pulling me How do I stop When will I think straight It must have meant bigger Bigger to me Better than it really was I sit here I wonder About your Continue reading
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Unwrapped
I feel like a wrapper that’s been unraveled, torn off, discarded. What’s been holding me together, keeping me in, hiding with in. Something you’ve thrown out. Trashed, dropped, stepped on, and forgot about. My protective layer is so easily dismantled. I stand here bare, nude, uncovered. With no answers. Continue reading
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Not One More Hello
Why is it called goodbye I find nothing good about it It’s painful It hurts No matter the reason No matter the being Saying goodbye is final I’m in despair, unwilling, unprepared I’m hopelessly waiting a return I know will never come Why call it goodbye Saying it brings tears Falling wastefully from my eyes Continue reading
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Waiting for Someday
One day, I’ll be completely over you Someday, I’ll be fine One day, you’ll text me My heart won’t sink Someday, the mention of your name Won’t make me cave in One day when we talk as friends I’ll really mean it I wasn’t ready to let you go I grabbed onto this tiny piece Continue reading
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Loving you is easy
Loving you was easy It happened over night Forgetting you isn’t so I’m hardly surviving this fight Continue reading
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Dear Eddie
To never laugh with you To never cry To never getting that final goodbye To never seeing your face Or feeling your big bear hug To never sit at your table Or hear music played too loudly To never seeing you dance Or the smiles that follow on our faces To never hearing how your Continue reading
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He
He was light that left me in darkness He was something sweet that left me in misery He was so open but left me so closed off He was beautiful but made me feel ugly He was wonderful and I was not enough He was all I wanted until I was left with nothing Continue reading
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