Writings By Me

  • Little Light of Mine

    The darkness in me Rarely shows its face I’ve shoved it way down Deep inside I tuck it in, throw layers on top I pile them high So high you would think This darkness could never escape Some days, it creeps up slowly Little by little Trying to reach the surface Let out it’s deep Continue reading

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  • This boat I’ve built

    So maybe I’ve always been this empty Most days, it just feels right I’ve been living this way Completely unnoticed So, no news is new news I’m drifting along In a boat, I’ve built myself Hardly stays afloat But it works well enough for me When the waves aren’t too high’ you see I crash Continue reading

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  • Barren

    At times, I feel I’ve been wrapped in plastic I can move, see, walk freely But there’s this film over me I’m trying to break out Screaming silently I don’t want you to hear me I don’t want you to know what it’s like My pain hidden, unseen The outside matches up Ankle to nose Continue reading

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  • Made Up

    This must not be real You’ Me It must have been made up A fantasy I feel so deeply Connected’ Concrete Like something is pulling me How do I stop When will I think straight It must have meant bigger Bigger to me Better than it really was I sit here I wonder About your Continue reading

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  • A memory

    A memory

    If I cry enough, I hope eventually the tears will dry up’ I haven’t spoken to you in weeks. Memories continue on repeat, eyes closed, but still I see your face. Glimpse of happiness only for a second. Then I’m reminded that the last one can’t be corrected. Continue reading

  • Unwrapped

    I feel like a wrapper that’s been unraveled, torn off, discarded. What’s been holding me together, keeping me in, hiding with in. Something you’ve thrown out. Trashed, dropped, stepped on, and forgot about. My protective layer is so easily dismantled. I stand here bare, nude, uncovered. With no answers. Continue reading

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  • Wearing My Hair Down

    What will I be left with when these feelings are gone What will I write when the linger of you has passed on How will I feel when I’ve overcome this all Who will I be when I’m not begging for your kiss Where will I sit if it’s not by your side What will Continue reading

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  • Not One More Hello

    Why is it called goodbye I find nothing good about it It’s painful It hurts No matter the reason No matter the being Saying goodbye is final I’m in despair, unwilling, unprepared I’m hopelessly waiting a return I know will never come Why call it goodbye Saying it brings tears Falling wastefully from my eyes Continue reading

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  • Waiting for Someday

    One day, I’ll be completely over you Someday, I’ll be fine One day, you’ll text me My heart won’t sink Someday, the mention of your name Won’t make me cave in One day when we talk as friends I’ll really mean it I wasn’t ready to let you go I grabbed onto this tiny piece Continue reading

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  • Loving you is easy

    Loving you was easy It happened over night Forgetting you isn’t so I’m hardly surviving this fight Continue reading

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